EXACTLY how I feel.
I wish I would have see this last night, haha.
Dear darling and beautiful best friend, you will never know how much your friendship has meant to me and continues to mean to me. You’ve been there through thick and thin and for that, I am so entirely grateful for you. You deserve a loyalty medal or something for sticking around even when I was unworthy of your friendship. I remember the first time we met at the Asking Alexandria show and you held my purse for me, when we played beer pong in front of my little sisters, when we took a bath together and you freaked out when you saw the pictures hahah, staying up all night with you in the hospital holding your hand, helping each other when we drank too much or too fucked up on drugs and ALWAYS making girl trips to the bathroom just to laugh, roadtrip to Atlanta to see Enter Shikari with you and Shane, drawing all over Alec with permanent marker when he had a job interview the next day, and every single other memory in the trailer that I will never ever forget. And even though I am moving a million miles away, the spot in my heart for you, you will forever keep. No one will replace you, Gabbi <3 And we will be reunited again, I promise. Remember to always stay positive even when life has you down to the ground. And if you ever need me, i’m just a phone call or a text away <3
Awhhhhh, you made me cry.. that was the sweetest. I love you bby girl and I’m going to miss you dearly. I am truly happy for you, but not being able to see you anymore breaks my heart. But no matter how far away you are, you’ll forever be my bestfriend. Our friendship has been tested so many times, and we still end up back together, so this will be nothing. ;p I’ll be out there with you before we even know it.
I’m having to stay at the hospital until Tuesday, so they can do some more tests. :/
…of being sick and being in the hospital. I really can’t handle this pain, I’m at such a breaking point.